Lama tak update blog since aku berpindah ke KL.. life is too busy with hang around and working.. hang around bukan suka2 punya, but have to identified my route huhuhu..plus net access kat rumah slow nak mampos..
Harini aku just staying at home, rest sbb bad fever huhuhu..suara da ble lwn Ella kot, bf aku ckp jgn macam Ramli Sarip da la adeyyyyy.... i miss my kids & my bf... everyday aku call anak2 aku kat KK, tak ble tak call, aku ble lovesick kat dorg.. now since last 2days, my bf came back to me.. selain berkerja utk menyara anak2 aku, one of the reason for me to come here coz i wanna try to forget him, but xdpt.. now lagi la xdpt after kitorg da back to normal, mlh i think happier than before after both of us can accept each other..im a single mum with 2kids, n he is a married guy with 4kids.. can't wait for him to come to KL next week.. wanna meet him & hug him, miss him soooooo much..
Cakaplah apa saja, aku bad girl yg muncul dlm hidup dia & family dia ka, aku degil nak juga dgn dia even i know he belong to other girl ka, aku ttp aku... aku kenal dia tanpa aku tau dia married guy, my love for him so deep...aku terima dia sbb diri dia..bila dia bterus trg kat aku yg dia married guy, aku sedih, aku nangis masa tue..bnrla apa yg aku fkr slm nie, tp aku xkisah..aku tak minta dia tglkan fam dia, mlh aku suruh dia tetap ingat pada wife & anak2 dia, treat them macam sbl aku muncul dlm hidup dia..aku just his secret lover.. let God decide what will happen to our relation..at this moment, we are happy with our love relation..dia pun ble terima aku yg berstatus single mum with 2kids..well, aku sorokkan status aku sbb mentaliti masyarakat kita masi d tahap kuno, cakap pomp cam aku nie bad girl & must avoid to be fren of mine..whatever!!!! This is my life!!!!
Janji aku ttp aku, aku ada kehidupan aku sendiri bersama anak2 aku, bf aku, keja aku, kwn2 aku kat sini... even aku kacau hdp bf aku dgn fam dia, tp aku tak mta dia tglkan fam dia.. aku tau betapa sakitnya hati bila tau laki kita ada pomp lain, tp aku tak dapat avoid this feeling to him.. i love him soo much, like i love my kids.. i need my kids very much, so do him.. dlm hati aku hanya ada anak2 aku & bf aku.. aku just menumpang kasih pada bf aku yg berstatus laki org, aku sedar diri aku..
Tp apapun, aku xkan tglkan bf aku sbb aku sayang dia sgt..let God decide what will happen, but at this moment, let both of us happy with this..
UR LOVE AS MY FOOD, UR MISS AS MY DRINK, UR NEED AS MY CIGAR..our fav quote yg bf aku buat sendiri time kami masi happy sblm mendung berlabuh utk seketika.. now mendung da berlalu, pelangi muncul dlm hidup kami...utk brp lama keindahan pelangi itu muncul, aku xtau, but biarla kami nikmati keindahan pelangi ini stlh mendung berarak meninggalkan kami..
I LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH SAYANG..
Harini aku just staying at home, rest sbb bad fever huhuhu..suara da ble lwn Ella kot, bf aku ckp jgn macam Ramli Sarip da la adeyyyyy.... i miss my kids & my bf... everyday aku call anak2 aku kat KK, tak ble tak call, aku ble lovesick kat dorg.. now since last 2days, my bf came back to me.. selain berkerja utk menyara anak2 aku, one of the reason for me to come here coz i wanna try to forget him, but xdpt.. now lagi la xdpt after kitorg da back to normal, mlh i think happier than before after both of us can accept each other..im a single mum with 2kids, n he is a married guy with 4kids.. can't wait for him to come to KL next week.. wanna meet him & hug him, miss him soooooo much..
Cakaplah apa saja, aku bad girl yg muncul dlm hidup dia & family dia ka, aku degil nak juga dgn dia even i know he belong to other girl ka, aku ttp aku... aku kenal dia tanpa aku tau dia married guy, my love for him so deep...aku terima dia sbb diri dia..bila dia bterus trg kat aku yg dia married guy, aku sedih, aku nangis masa tue..bnrla apa yg aku fkr slm nie, tp aku xkisah..aku tak minta dia tglkan fam dia, mlh aku suruh dia tetap ingat pada wife & anak2 dia, treat them macam sbl aku muncul dlm hidup dia..aku just his secret lover.. let God decide what will happen to our relation..at this moment, we are happy with our love relation..dia pun ble terima aku yg berstatus single mum with 2kids..well, aku sorokkan status aku sbb mentaliti masyarakat kita masi d tahap kuno, cakap pomp cam aku nie bad girl & must avoid to be fren of mine..whatever!!!! This is my life!!!!
Janji aku ttp aku, aku ada kehidupan aku sendiri bersama anak2 aku, bf aku, keja aku, kwn2 aku kat sini... even aku kacau hdp bf aku dgn fam dia, tp aku tak mta dia tglkan fam dia.. aku tau betapa sakitnya hati bila tau laki kita ada pomp lain, tp aku tak dapat avoid this feeling to him.. i love him soo much, like i love my kids.. i need my kids very much, so do him.. dlm hati aku hanya ada anak2 aku & bf aku.. aku just menumpang kasih pada bf aku yg berstatus laki org, aku sedar diri aku..
Tp apapun, aku xkan tglkan bf aku sbb aku sayang dia sgt..let God decide what will happen, but at this moment, let both of us happy with this..
UR LOVE AS MY FOOD, UR MISS AS MY DRINK, UR NEED AS MY CIGAR..our fav quote yg bf aku buat sendiri time kami masi happy sblm mendung berlabuh utk seketika.. now mendung da berlalu, pelangi muncul dlm hidup kami...utk brp lama keindahan pelangi itu muncul, aku xtau, but biarla kami nikmati keindahan pelangi ini stlh mendung berarak meninggalkan kami..
I LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH SAYANG..
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